Through the window...

Waiting in a hospital, desperating by unknowledge; just thinking. Maybe the most agonizing moment when you understand nothing at all, you only peer through the window, with a blank stare.

Everything you have considered important until now has disappeared, leaving an empty feeling in your heart. Remember those days when you used to dance with her. Oh, God… she seemed so light. You could hold your wife’s gaze while you were talking to her, she was so brave, so clever… she has always known how to convince you about any point. But now, now she is not able to. Now she is far away from you, she wanders around another world where you will not reach anymore. You only peer at the distant beach landscape. You just gaze at the sea of roofs. Let yourself to stop thinking about. Believe.

No sooner had you gone out of that room, than your life came back. There will be a future for both of you. You are aware of that. Or not. Maybe the possibility of living is not in the Universe’s plan. The fate. Do you really believe in that? Maybe this is the last opportunity to say goodbye. Tell her that you have loved her more than any other person in or out your life. Tell her that she had been the most important woman in your heart. Tell her… or just look into her eyes, frightened, scared, stunned… lost without your sweetie love.